My Untold Story

On a day just like any other,you suddenly stood up and said,“Let's go stargazing tonight!”

“I guess even you get a good idea sometimes,” everyone said as they laughed. On a road not even lit; We frolicked about as we walked like fools. To avoid being crushed by the loneliness and uneasiness we carried.

As we gazed up from this pitch-black world, the stars looked like they were falling from the night sky.

Since when, I wonder, have I been chasing after you? Please, please don’t be startled and listen to these feelings of mine.

“That’s Deneb, Altair, and Vega,”you say as you point at the Summer Triangle. I remember as I look at the sky. I finally found Vega, but where is Altair? She's going to be all alone.

You are by my side, enjoying yourself, and I am unable to say anything.

The truth is, I've always known somewhere inside, my feelings for you. But just finding them won't make them reach you. "Don't, don't cry." is what I told myself.

I pretend to be strong but am cowardly. I pretended not to care. And yet, the stabbing pain in my heart increases, Ah, I see, so that's what it means to fall in love.

"What would you like to do? Tell me." I hear the voice of my heart. I want to be by your side. But the truth is cruel.

I didn’t say it, I couldn’t say it, I can never go back.

That summer day, those twinkling stars I still remember even now. Your face when you laughed, your face when you were angry, I loved it so much. Isn't it funny? Even though I always understood, you never knew my personal secret. The night rolls on. In a distant memory, you point with your finger in an innocent voice.


Ini adalah salah satu Random Thought saya yang sering muncul ketika saya lagi merenung, karena saya terlalu pemalu untuk menceritakan kegalauan saya pakai bahasa Indonesia, jadi saya pakai bahasa Inggris saja.